Eventually I took a little time to reflect on the person I used to be. Very shy, very withdrawn. I suffered anxiety and confidence issues for many years and it was only when I had my daughter that I had to actually do the things that terrified me. Simple things such as using a telephone would honest to God scare the hell out of me...but how were Child Tax Credits to know I had a child? How would I book an appointment to register my daughters birth? How would I arrange doctors appointments and all her injections she would need?
She is Happy honest, just wasn't too excited about that hat this morning! |
I then faced Post Natal Depression which is crippling and effected our relationship a lot when she was a baby also leaving me panicking about the birth of my son 3 years later. But now all is well and I am a happy and healthy Mummy who loves her children lots. If I never had my daughter, I wouldn't have conquered a lot of my fears, no matter how silly to some.
And he was happy too, in Mummy's very overflowing laundry basket! |
So here's to my children. My inspiration to face the things in life that scare me, to do well for them and myself and to have a good, rich life full of happiness. I love you both.
I should also add that I would not be anywhere without my wonderful partner who is always reminding me of who I am :)
xCupcake Mummax
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what a fab take on the theme! glad you have come through it all a stronger person :-)
ReplyDeleteAwww, how lovely. Sounds like you're quite the inspiration yourself. But it's so sweet that your children are such an inspiration to you. And they are just adorable. x
ReplyDeleteThank you all so much for you comments. Yes I am blessed with 2 beautiful children if i may say so myself! x
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